Foolish..<<笨>>

窗外大雨一直下不停(Outside window rain heavily)
我望着窗外的雨景(i looking at the raining scene)
我回想和你段展开心的日子(think back those perfect happy moment with you)
我一个人出外吹吹风(I went outdoor be in a draught)
有些戀人只是路過時的風景(Those couple around is just the view when pass by)
曾經太過年輕(Before that was too young)
卻絕對真心(but absolutely sincere)
我給的愛是種任性(The love i gave you is just a type of self-indulgence)
不懂花開只一次的愛情(don't know the love is just like once bloom)
曾經太過冲动(last time was too urge)
淚純真透明(tears are pure and clarity)
你的堅定(your firmness)
我仍然還相信(i still believe)
開始觉得没有你的日子很寂寞(starts sence the day without you is lonely)
我一个人出外吹吹风(I went outdoor be in a draught)
路上戀人只是路過時的風景(Those couple around was just the view when passby)
曾經太過笨(last time was too foolish)
卻絕對真心(but it absolutely sincere)
我还没付出全部(i not yet give all)
却不渐渐失去你的爱(but i'd gradually found you gone)
当时太过自信(last time was too self-cinfidence)
以为独占你的心(thought i'd got your heart)
能给你快乐(can give you happiness)
现在去失去你(now i've lost you)
但我对你的爱(but my love on you)
仍然都还 存在(still present)
直到如今你暗示愛我的那句话(until now, the words that you hint me that you love me)
我一直都收藏著　紧记着(i still keep in my mind,remember it till last)

Who Loves Me???<<谁来爱我>>

也许爱就在这刻 (Perhaps love at here)
我藏在灵魂里的阁楼那头 (i hide myself inside the attic of soul)
幽暗覆盖了白昼 (darkness wrap over brightness)
如何躲过这错没有理由 (how to avoid from this mistake is impossible)
起寒落叶 轻声呼救 (winter come shatter, call for help softly)
我低头 更也说不出口 (I band down my head even more speechless)
紧握的手颤抖 (the hand that hold tightly wavering)
该怎么做不懂 沉默 (don't know how to do, be quite)
我渴望有个人爱我 (I hope there's someone loves me)
在世上某个角落 (At certain place in this world)
飞跃过黑夜的尽头 (fly over vanishing point of darkness)
来抚平所有伤痛 (comfort the "wound")
我渴望有个人爱我 (I hope there's someone loves me)
每一天 每个时候 (everyday,every time)
她心中有同样的梦 (she have the same dream)
等着我长相斯守 (waiting for me to be together forever)
共度白头...... (live together forever)

1st Runner Up

wow....cool...although very tired... erm...actl i'm talking bout d interfaculty vball game...juz past oni...haha!!!get 1st runner up...hmm...but quite regret and disappointed...nt bcuz v lost,but is bcuz of myself,my mistake take a part of reason why we lost...hmm...if i not suggest play 2-4 games,mean we have 2 setter in team,then my teammate won't blur lor...haiz...we shouldn't lost for FOE geh...hmm...have to trust my teammate...btw, this oso can let me know that i have not so talented in spiking...setter is setter...haha!!!ok la...very late d...wan oi oi d...anyway,rili wanna thanks my lovely teammate...

无奈之诗 之《缘间出现爱》

Sunday morning...syok niah...long time cyber here nt raining d...but recently,d weather keep rain..izit d sky crying???why??haha!!!lolz...gotta b hv a nice nice dream lor...but long time dun hv a sweet dream since bad ting happened on me...luckly when day time still can live although sumtime still tink bout it...hmm....dis 2day on weekend,my roomie's gf cum here stay for 2nite...haha!!!so sweet...wat a sweet couple...envy...sumtimes rili wondering,wat happened on me???what hv i done???wat problem on me???why i juz wanna find 1 parner wif me..juz wanna get a serious relationship..but everytime fail...izit i did nt enuf 2 get faith from other???rili hv 2 get 2review of myself...hmm...izit my thinking nt mature enuf???o i duno hw 2 show myself,my love, o my serious to sum1???haiz...everynite,keep tinking wat problem on me...but i nvr get it...izit can consider stupid???everytime when i start crush on sum1,i'll alw told myself :dun step too deep in2 it...but duno y,i will...n everytime i juz keep bcum loser...in my life,there's juz 3gal tie my heart till i cant let go...1 is my ex when 2ndary skul, 1 is yk,and another 1 is currently i do crush...pass 2 i can over them,but need years..nw,if i fail again...i duno hw long i need...ok la...4get bout those stuff...


errr...2day when wake up,felt boring then create 1 lolz poem,by a name....no need i tell u u oso gotta noe who's dat...haha!!!

你我相识纯是缘，

真爱出现在之间，

紧关我心逃不出，

张慧取心不实现，

等妮做出决定爱。

man man guess ba...haha!!!gotta hv my lunch d...n enjoy d wonderful day,wonderful weekend...dun let unhappy stuff influent my life...

20072007

20072007...sound special rite???haha!!!rili hope hv 1 special date hv a special stuff happened on me...is gud 1 la..duno wat's ur special date???hmm...actl...as you happy,wat date oso ur special date...rite???nw...if i got 1gud gud gf,all of d day is my special date...but i tink,it gonna b very long for...mayb month,years,o even mayb not...duno...juz hope i got u...everything man man la...wish my special day cumin soon...

Rain God....

Why??why???why u rain nt on the time???why wan rain when hving fun at vball court???T_T...play till syok syok uncle rain cum find us...run damn fast back 2 car...sumore need keep back d net...ZZzzzz...gonna b "DROP SOUP CHICKEN"(落汤鸡)...so cham la...tot gonna hv a great weekend...actl,i din expect hw great...cuz still at cyber....haiz...dead city...rmb...if nt necessary,pls dun cum cyberjaya...cuz it's juz like dessert...

Free Weekend

Exam over lor...dun care about d result...izit i do very well???duno...hope so...but at least i can hv a free weekend again...next week(30Jul) gotta hv a exam week again...plenty of tests approaching...hmm...relax for 1 weekend 1st ba....hehe...hmm...seriously...i rili need 2 get back my spirit 2 study liao...hmm...alw lazy lazy 1...haiz...+u la...n sum1 out der...take care ya...

recently got 1 korean name...hehe..and sum1 special's name...haha~~~~
명배(明培）
혜니（？？）
haha...guess who dis???kenot type out d chinese name la...although mostly probably u all duno 1...kekeke...hmm..wan gamming liao..continue soon~~~

View Outside Transit~~~~

2day when i back fr klia transit...watching the view outside the window...firstly,the transit start move fr bandar bkt selatan...i was sitting facing the back of the transit...wat i was looking,was the ting leaving me...at the begining,my view is fr a bz n modern place change become brushwood...from wat i look,it's juz like many thing leaving me...no matter it's a gud ting or bad ting,it's juz leaving me...duno it's gud onot...mayb,this is juz like,old 1 nt go away,new 1 wont cum(旧的不去，新的不来）...so any1, v shud pay more attention to future...think futhur 2ur future...so v hv 2 sit facing d front view...juz like new thing cuming forward 2 u...but,but,it nt mean that v wan 2 4get bout d past...those past stuff is gv us as a guide o exampler 4 us...those sad thing that v experience can let us avoid 2 happened it again...let us dun sad n oso let us bcum more mature...those happy thing can let us rmb very well..can let us noe who treat us gud who treat us bad...haiz...watever la...duno hw 2 say liao...keke....juz hope happy alw...

KL

woosh..cum kl 2 find my frenz(FAIZ) ooo...fun fun fun..but hv 2 go back cyber..sien..cuz my mlk frenz cumin cyber find his gf shun bian find me....haiz...all so ngam..so bz ler...go sunway watch harry porter...at d begining almost sleep diao...haha!!!cuz i nvr watch episod 1,2,3 n 4..so blur..keke...luckly nt sleep la...hv 2 cultivate myself 2 like english song,english movie n watever la...cuz wan concert myself wif sum1 who is english ed 1...hehe..noe wat i mean???in dis moment hv 2 do such ting la...sumore can help myself in future...actl i got watch english movie n english song 1,juz nt dat frequent oni..sumore my english nt so gud...so hv 2 change myself la...+U ya...me very funny 1 la..cum2 my frenz hse here bring my swimmng trunk n google..haha!!!rili desperate 2 swim ...actl wan play badminton too..but no time ad...too bad..next time oni play liao la...hmmm....btw,juz got1 gud news,sum1 in badminton tournament get in semifinal d lor..geng geng...happy 2 hear dis...she's very active gal lai...last week juz win in table tennis game oni...wish she can win in her badminton game la...gud luck ya...mentally support~~~

Moon And Star

Moon and star??izit sum1 knock my head den i c moon n star on my head??haha!!!no la...suddenly tink of sum meaningful words...n juz like me....

If you are the moon in the sky,I'm the star beside the moon,
The moon never tells star that the moon love star,
But the star never quit and keep stay beside the moon,
Just like you never tell me that you love me,
And seldom bother about me,
But I will always accompany whether you need or not.

hmm...feel like juz telling nonsense oni...haha!!!i can feel wat the meaning,but i cant express it by words..dats my weakness...haiz...duno when i will gv up fr tangle in this kind of relationship,but i noe it will be the day when i c you got your true love and happiness from others...

BBQ = bastard bad quadrilingual

haiz...y bbq = bastard bad quadrillingual???actl it's a vball club icebreaking party...but its very boring...damn damn boring....n attended by many ppl,fr mid east student,local student...so dat there hv many language used at der...chinese,english,foreign language...i tink hv 2 foreign language ba...so bcum 4language...actl i duno wat i wanna tell bout those language...but i rili dun like those vball club committee...especially d president...walao...u look at his face, juz hv 3 words appear in ur mind..."sor hai face"&"xiao bai liao"...big fat n fairly face..i still nt yet take his pic so cant upload here...if nt u'll agree wif me...duno y wanna let him bcum president of d club...duno PR wif freshie 1...when agm...juz simply say sumting oni...den bcum quite liao...1 thing...dis idiot juz noe 2 eat oni...i can prove it by 2 cases...1st,when agm,he finish 2 intro of d committee,den juz keep telling all freshie that "d refreshment cuming soon"...he can keep on repeats dis word more than 10 time in 30minutes...walao...den when those kfc n pizza delivered,he shows his big big smile 2 us...n keep on eating oni...2nd case...when d icebreaking party...d freshie keep on cumin..but wat he did???EAT EAT EAT...he can juz eat n nt PR wif his members...walao...den alw say those nonsense , funny-less joke...watever la...juz very very dun like dis president ler....wont obey wat he ask me 2 do...sure i'll rebut 1...nw rili bcum more geram liao...better stop talk bout him d....

18July

midterm test cumin soon....but still blur of wat lecturer n tutor teaching leh~~~haiz...hv 2 work hard myself liao...T_T....sumore field theory,electronic 1....ZZZzzzz....all duno wat they teaching....damn sux....

Worst Nightmare

A nightmare, a serious nightmare till i can cry when sleeping,nt just in the dream...i've been a long time nvr hv such dream d...d nightmare rili worse than those horrible dream...i cant couldn't imagine wat happened in d dream...usually i wont rmb wat i've dream when wake up but dis time i did~~~my tears running down my face till i woke up...bad bad dream...i'm dream bout i'd lost sum1 who rili important 4me...haiz...lazy 2say sumore d...long long story...rili hope it wont happen in d real world...BLESSING.........

Love Story

Love story?!i'm goin 2 tell any love story la...haha!!!duno y when i watch d touchie love story,i alw tink of myself...most of them alw hv a very gud happy ending wif their love..hw cum it cant happen on me neh???sumtime i cant blame any1 ,cuz mayb i did nt gud enuf...mayb i still meet my real love...but if nt meet my real love,hw can i fall in2 very deep...rili no reason 2 explain...haiz..hw leh???rili need let time judge everything???let time prove hw serious 2 dis relationship???got an advice 2 let it go...but i rili cant make it...i've step it quite deep...haiz...duno hw 2 say d...

Medicine Of Happiness

Any 1 got a feel like dis==>when u free down,sad,bored o watever bad feel,suddenly u get better after u chat wif sum1???i got,n juz happened...who is d person,i tink no need ask u all shud noe ba...who else can wor...although juz hving a simple conversation,i've got a feel like suddenly,all around bcum bright...SONG!!!duno y har...mayb i feel that she's in happy...mayb,many mayb...but i juz noe that she's my medicine when i'm down...even juz simple conversation...if she's bside me,mayb i can fly...hehe~~~i tink dis few day i gotta b very very happy ba...

I've Lost D Spirit~~~

Nw ad finish my 4th academic week jor...but but but,i still nt yet get my spirit back 2 study...haiz...why???i've lost sum kind of force 2 push me...a force i've gain b4 but its gone after sum ting...haiz...but i cant blame anything...fate~~~i'll get them back as soon as possible...gambate~~~~

Appreciate

Duno its bcuz i ad stay in single 4 a long time d so nw oni wanna say dis 4those who in a relationship,especially guys...rili duno y those who hv a gud girlfriend, den still wan make their girlfriend sad,hurt o do smtg seriously wrong to d another part...izit dat u can get d 1 u love ezly from this world???if yes,teach me hw k???i've been long time din meet the 1 i love n love me d...most of d time juz i love her but she's nt n she love me but i'm not...haiz...mayb is just a luck...but y those like 2 hurt d another part still dun appreciate???if u say both of u all dun hv feel d y last time still gv an empty promises??if keep lidis 1 day sure will get retribution ooo...guys,b a gud boy friend....


•~ give her one of your t-shirts to
sleep in.
•~ leave her cute text notes.
•~ kiss her in front of your friends.
•~ tell her she looks beautiful.
•~ look into her eyes when you talk to
her.
•~ let her mess with your hair.
•~ touch her hair.
•~ just walk around with her.
•~ FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
•~ look at her like she's the only girl
you see.
•~ tickle her even when she says stop.
•~ hold her hand when you're around
your
friends.
•~ when she starts swearing at you,
tell
her you love her.
•~ let her fall asleep in your arms.
•~ get her mad, then kiss her.
•~ stay on the phone with her even if
shes not sayi.ng anything
•~ tease her and let her tease you
back.
•~ stay up all night with her when
she's
sick.
•~ watch her favorite movie with her.
•~ kiss her forehead.
•~ give her the world.
•~ let her wear your clothes.
•~ when she's sad, hang out with her.
•~ let her know she's important.
•~ kiss her in the pouring rain.
•~ when you fall in love with her, tell
her.
•~ and when you tell her, love her like
you've never loved someone before.


4 me
,i cant promise dat i can do everything above,but i comfirm dat i can give her d most love dat i ever gave...
i cant promise that i will make her happy in everytime,but i sure dat i wont purposely make her sad...
i cant promises that i will make her smile back when she cry,but i comfirm i will cry wif u...
i not sure that i'll b d happiest guy in dis world when i get her ,but i sure my life will alw happy if i got her...

erm...actl i oso nt sure everything cuz v cant clap wif a single hand,i cant do anything wif juz myself oni...hope 1 day i can...

U Appeared In My Mind In A Sudden

Juz nw ng 2 do in d class,so go read d bulletin in my friendster...i juz got 1 bulletin wif a title of "6 signs you're falling 4 someone",juz wan test that its real onot,so go test...d test juz like below....


1. - as soon as you get online-whose
name do you look at first
2. - when you hear your phone ringing-
who do u hope is calling
3. - when a love song comes on the
radio-whos face comes to your mind
4. - whos name makes your heart skip a
beat every time u hear it
5. - who is it that you always find
yourself thinking about-wondering if
they're thinking about you
6. - the whole time you were reading
this bulletin, there was only 1 person
on your mind.....


after do those test,it's rili 1person appear in my mind...so real,so true...if u hv go through my blog,den u'll noe who's she lor...hehe~~~but dis test ,duno its gud onot,juz touch d wound of my heart...abit painful~~~haiz...lets time prove everything ba...

Mosquito,I My Blood Is Bitter ,Nt Sweet At all..

can sum 1 tell me ,why i mosquito alw like 2 bite me???izit my blood make fr honey???o my blood contain high sugar???pls la...dun bite me any more k???2 day rili sueh la,err shud say dis whole week so sueh~~~1st,i got sprain ankel,my back hurt,mosquito prob n nw my stomach pain till like hell...got lax 3times in a d day.....duno izit minor food poison onot,my roomate n other 2 hsemate oso lidat...cham....who can save me...until nw my stomach still got abit pain~~~my stomach rili goin 2bcum washing machine d....alw spin n spin n spin....after dat get lax....haiz....k la...gotta take a rest liao...hope tmr wont so pain liao n recover...

Sleepy class...

2day,juz got a bad bad class...make us damn tired....untill whole class suddenly fall in sleeping mode....dun believe, let u c those pic...haha...dun laugh ya....






after i post dis blog,duno got ppl goin 2 kill me onot~~~hehe....k la...wan oi oi liao....nitez~~~

Malacca~~~

juz back fr mlk oni...song...stay at mlk for few days since thursday...actl wan go there 2play vball geh,but juz got play on thursday,other than dat,pou...nt pou so much la...go cheong K la,go movie l an yum cha...hehe..meet gud frenz at der,rili happy ler...but if can play vball more den more happy...but rili pai seh 2 few of my frenz lor...they all ask me 2 go clubbing,but i din go...actl they wan celebrate bday at der 1...haiz...no choice,promise sum1 dat i wont club anymore liao...if no clubbing gud too la...o else my wallet gonna thin jor...hehe~~~ok la...wan oi oi d...nitez~~~~