人为？意外？这心酸。。。

凌晨五点,不懂是因为考试压力太大还是什么，睡不着觉，就起身看报纸。看看几个标题后，又再看到关于小钰珊的报道。真可悲。心里又突然来了一个莫名其妙的感觉。不错，就是同情心和愤怒。

好好一个婴孩，虽然早产，但是还是安全和健康的来临这个世界。也许她的心情会是开心，也许是伤心，但很确定的是，即使是开心也是短暂的。当他的脑还没完全开发他的四肢时，他就面临要被肢解的痛苦。这对一个还不会说话，痛也还不会叫，也不会挣扎的婴孩公平吗?只是因为一个至少当过几十年人类，也已受过几十年教育的人出错，导致一个出世还没到一个月的婴孩承担你的错吗？手中所握着的文凭是用钱买回来的，还是用真材实料靠回来的，或是大马的教育制度有所偏差，让一些废材也可以考过???难以想象将来当着婴孩懂事时，问他父母：问什么我只有一只手而已？？？他父母该怎么答呢？？？希望他以后能好好生活吧！！！像我爸一样，以一只手撑起一家五口...加油哦~~~

Exam lor!!!!

Finally,it's time going to facing exam for this sem,but i haven't finish study all of my subject...all just "half pail water"...how can i go sit in the exam hall by this condition???some time i really wan to put my effort to study,even I've bought a plastic table to make my study out from my computer table...but i still cant put all of my effort~~~it's hard for me...y???lack of force that push me forward to study...another way to say,i miss her so much~~~she's also in her trial exam...blessing her get good result since she very nervous of her trial...even just a exam(not trial)she can study till midnight and nervous till cant sleep...maybe it's just same like me...last time when i was in foundation course and before my physic 1 exam,i also cant get into dream,but i don't know that was too nervous or other reason...

hopefully we all can do well in our exam ler~~~my friends....+U oooo....all the best and good luck ooo....

我到底对还是错‘？？

话说如此，此时发生在我家，并非槟城的家而是现在租借的家。我和几位housemate最近好象有些误会，尤其是之前感情蛮好的。

Case 1:

也就是internet的问题吧!!!由于我有时在晚上大概十点多左右我就会偷偷开我的Download，其实并非偷偷啦，只是开一些平时不能下载得戏之类的。我的心想：平时都不启动的，应该不会影响到其他人吧！！！谁知渐渐我就看到一些字眼，感觉实在讲我的。感觉在怪我一直偷下载，为什么会这样呢？？如果我春心要投下载，我就会不致开一个而已噢~~还有，我让他们用的时他们却没想到这一点呢？？在这段考试期间，他们读书读到零晨我向他们还要都市因该市会上网吧，所以我就把电脑关上继续让他们用，但他们却没想到我为他们好，致使会想到我会偷Download...

其实也不能怪他们啦，他们也不懂我为何那么急着要下载戏是为了准备在假期里看的...因为这个假期整个礼拜我将一个人在家罢了..好可怜哦...家里有没有Streamyx，会闷死的呢~~~

Case 2:

这个更夸张...最近家里出现好强的"老鼠"。之前，我的cheeses亮度惨遭“老鼠“袭击。到最后只剩空纸带...总共被吃掉6片...他妈的老娘...重点来了，有一天，另一位housemate其匆匆的一走到我们上课的地方，当时我已经到达现场了，突然，他说：家里又出现老鼠了，我的cater的料被老鼠拿了。在他一边讲时，他就一边用怀疑的眼神看着我...walao!!!当时更他对到眼，看了就火滚。生气的不是什么，是一个之前感情蛮好+1年多的朋友，现在又是housemate，竟然好怀疑不怀疑，怀疑我，说时还竟然用生气的语气...真不服...自己想看，有时我还会和分享一些食物，初初搬着间家时，我还给过他几包面，这并不是要收买他的心，而是因为看他没面煮来吃，所以才分给他，还有一尺是因为那面要过期了。算了吧...我以不在乎这件事了，只是会从新张大眼睛看过这个所谓的朋友.

其实有时我也有错啦！！！例如，我的脾气蛮差的，性格不好，哎呀好多好多。有一次早上一醒，我就发现我的cable贝脱落，我一起就写了一张字条，内容带有臭骂的字眼，因为这已不是第一吃发生了。有时半夜，全部人都Download，第二天早上,就只有一个人接着线download着。如果是你，你会火吗？？但是忽然想了又觉得应该好好和他们讲的,但以太迟了。真糟糕...

还有，为什么我们住同一间家，有什么不满，不能坦白说出来呢？要闷在心里？？这样会开心吗？？还是他们认为我是一个固执的人？？放心吧，如果你们好好说我会好好听的...

Yeappie~~~

yesh~~~flower i've gave her already lor


~~~~haha!!!what is her respond???simple...she call me when she received the flower...i still happy of that although she told me that is her mom ask her to call me to say thanks to me....don't know why i got a weird feeling...it's hard to express by words...maybe i didn't put so much hope to her respond,so now i got a happy of it...anyway,before that,i really hope i can get more redound than this...but after few days,few weeks,few months,i know i cant do anything beside waiting...so, i just wish her happy birthday sincerely, and i also hope she are always happy...anything just wait until her STPM over than only think more about it...haha!!!so have to be happy too...