Shud i???

hmm...after review back many stuff, i rili cant stand wat d condition i hvin nw although dis few day i can sleep abit well d...mayb dis oso cuz of previous experience ba, so dis time i rili scare anything get wrong on me n between us...sumtimes,i rili tink dat,i wan try dun contact her, try 2 cool down myself wif dis feeling,but cant...wat done is done,rili cant escape of dis prob...rili hv 2 solve d prob geh...but rili hv 2make myself well 1st...cuz 1 ting i hv 2 do,is help her 2stand up, gv her strength 2face d prob n oso share her prob...hope i can do i t ba...

haiz...rili hope 2 listen d piano sound,n d song ba...a song make me hv a deep impression, <Colour of The Wind>, its much nicer ,much sweeter n even make me feel d rhythm much nicer than d original singer sing...if u dont believe, u go n listen ba...but nw,i rili scare i hv no chance 2listen again...cuz many thing change so fast...haiz...dun mention d ba...as long as she is happy,i rather v r juz a friend...at least can get her trust...c ba...any1 got idea 2help d prob i've mention at previos blog, pls tell me la...i'll appreciate very much geh~~~