4 in the morning,an hour before this got a bad news from sai sai lou...cb kia made her cry again...damn pissed...this really the first time I meet a guy(maybe not) around me...selfish,irresponsible,foolish ,whatever bad words can be used...broke up already bad,some more tell lies on her and couple with other,now, the worst,still keep making she sad and cry...even her exam coming soon,still want to treat her like that...is it fair to her??now you already have your own life own partner,why you still want to do this???
o0o
if don't want to treasure her then please let her go
Thursday, November 8, 2007
~Rainy~
recently, every where keep raining,heavily...it made me think back 1 funny thing that did when i was at hometown~~~
i still remember that there's a day, sugar sayang cried beside me...any details bout her not suit to type here,after a phone call,then i drove her car right over petrol station to feed her baby car full full...then, start our journey to Yao Cheh Hor~~~planned and heading to pantai bersih~~~drove in anger mood,at the same time,think bout how to comfort her,but in the end i did nothing,just keep driving...so in accidentally I've get wrong road to another beach...omg...got do nothing to comfort her still get to wrong place...haiz...we end up our journey to my home and she go back alone...
the next day,don't know why so desperate,drive car alone to rajauda...find the way to pantai bersih...feel like next time if she sad o whatever time can bring her there breath fresh air,although not so fresh...this time seems like get correct road,reached...but when i look at the sky,it's seems like doomsday coming,dark like my hair(simply boast)~~~quickly go back home,but but,it was too late,rain heavily,until i can look through my car's windshield even i my speed less than 60kmh...that was the 2nd time to drive in the heavy rain like that,but that time,it worth even though danger...anyway,i also don't know what i want to express through this blog..haha!!!
i still remember that there's a day, sugar sayang cried beside me...any details bout her not suit to type here,after a phone call,then i drove her car right over petrol station to feed her baby car full full...then, start our journey to Yao Cheh Hor~~~planned and heading to pantai bersih~~~drove in anger mood,at the same time,think bout how to comfort her,but in the end i did nothing,just keep driving...so in accidentally I've get wrong road to another beach...omg...got do nothing to comfort her still get to wrong place...haiz...we end up our journey to my home and she go back alone...
the next day,don't know why so desperate,drive car alone to rajauda...find the way to pantai bersih...feel like next time if she sad o whatever time can bring her there breath fresh air,although not so fresh...this time seems like get correct road,reached...but when i look at the sky,it's seems like doomsday coming,dark like my hair(simply boast)~~~quickly go back home,but but,it was too late,rain heavily,until i can look through my car's windshield even i my speed less than 60kmh...that was the 2nd time to drive in the heavy rain like that,but that time,it worth even though danger...anyway,i also don't know what i want to express through this blog..haha!!!
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
~Pain = Love~ + ~Specification~
-Pain = Love-
There's pain in my heart
that won’t let me live.
There's pain in my life
only you can relief.
I'm wish,
it was you that stayed by my side.
I hope,
you know that, my love will never die.
I hope,
my love will always come through.
It's like a dream come true....
I Love You!!!
-Specification-
Lives are for living,
I live for you.
Dreams are for dreaming,
I dream for you.
Hearts are for beating,
mine beats for you.
Angels are for keeping.
Can I keep you?
I don't know why and how I can be like that,but I just can feel that my day always bad if you not beside me...The hardest day of my life is the days that missing and dreaming you...
It is true that ,the hardest thing about dreaming about someone you love
is to wake up but if the only place I could see you was in my dreams
I would sleep forever...
There's pain in my heart
that won’t let me live.
There's pain in my life
only you can relief.
I'm wish,
it was you that stayed by my side.
I hope,
you know that, my love will never die.
I hope,
my love will always come through.
It's like a dream come true....
I Love You!!!
-Specification-
Lives are for living,
I live for you.
Dreams are for dreaming,
I dream for you.
Hearts are for beating,
mine beats for you.
Angels are for keeping.
Can I keep you?
I don't know why and how I can be like that,but I just can feel that my day always bad if you not beside me...The hardest day of my life is the days that missing and dreaming you...
It is true that ,the hardest thing about dreaming about someone you love
is to wake up but if the only place I could see you was in my dreams
I would sleep forever...
~Love Or Not~
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her,am I right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death ofself? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and
share it with others as well.
Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!! I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past...
Love hurts our feelings, but it's also the reason our souls heal.
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her,am I right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death ofself? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and
share it with others as well.
Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!! I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past...
Love hurts our feelings, but it's also the reason our souls heal.
Monday, November 5, 2007
Meaning Of Boyfriend And Girlfriend男女朋友的意义
記住＊
remember!!!
『女朋友』是用來給你〃疼惜〃的不是給你
『玩』的〃別把女生都當『白癡』！誰敢欺負女朋友就扁死他．．
[Girlfriends] is for you to <>,not for you to kiss and play with,don't thing that they are idiot!Whoever dare to bully her,beat him!!!
『男朋友』，是....抱起來很溫暖，囉唆起來很窩心，在身邊最疼你ㄉ，看不見又 很懷念的人。
[Boyfriends], is...so warm when hugging,talk so much but frustrated, the one who loves you the most, you will very miss the person when he not beside you...
is it meaning full??for certain people,it do...for me,it right...haha!!if not what's the point i post it??i cant promise i can do it perfectly, but for me, that's my tenet to be couple~~~but until now, i still not meet my true love, so,wish i got wish me luck la!!!because,get a person you love is hard,but find a person who like you too is the hardest~~~
remember!!!
『女朋友』是用來給你〃疼惜〃的不是給你
『玩』的〃別把女生都當『白癡』！誰敢欺負女朋友就扁死他．．
[Girlfriends] is for you to <
『男朋友』，是....抱起來很溫暖，囉唆起來很窩心，在身邊最疼你ㄉ，看不見又 很懷念的人。
[Boyfriends], is...so warm when hugging,talk so much but frustrated, the one who loves you the most, you will very miss the person when he not beside you...
is it meaning full??for certain people,it do...for me,it right...haha!!if not what's the point i post it??i cant promise i can do it perfectly, but for me, that's my tenet to be couple~~~but until now, i still not meet my true love, so,wish i got wish me luck la!!!because,get a person you love is hard,but find a person who like you too is the hardest~~~
Holidays
finally,start another new semester after a well and nice holiday...since previous sembreak, I really long time didn't make myself enjoy my holidays...well, I not sure why I do now, is it i got more companies???or because of love,impossible,because nothing special happened between us,but I did feel that I've left off those thing...
That day hari raya at sai lou's house， after took dinner, didn't know why suddenly she played piano...at the beginning, i felt normal for the music, but after that, my mood getting down gradually by her music...the music made me think back of some memories...that's not a big deal...after that, we all planned go hang out at other place, goldash...so i sent her little sister back home...at her house there, after she brought her sister into house, she get back to rear seat alone...suddenly,she opened the window and try to talk with sai lou and sai sai lou...she asked to shift seat to sai sai lou's car,because she didn't become lamppost since my sugar sayang sit beside me...i didn't know that i was angry or sad or even disappointment~~~well, now that stuff not going to judge my mood anymore...don't know why but it do...
before that, i really always in my bad mood...always suddenly feel sad whenever i think back what happened between us,although we still and not yet to become couple...since i meet my sugar sayang,everything change,become more positive to face problem...she do pull me back since i was step my foot so deep to the feeling...maybe she and sai sai lou always stick together during this holiday...or maybe we almost facing same problem...really a pretty good luck to have such a sugar sayang...hehe!!!but, but,I cant help she over her stuff...everytime see she down, i really got do nothing to make she happy...she still need to prepare for her exam but got no mood to do it...really don't like this happened till affect her exam...haiz...
study ar sayang!!!who know how to help her???haiz...
-Tamp-
That day hari raya at sai lou's house， after took dinner, didn't know why suddenly she played piano...at the beginning, i felt normal for the music, but after that, my mood getting down gradually by her music...the music made me think back of some memories...that's not a big deal...after that, we all planned go hang out at other place, goldash...so i sent her little sister back home...at her house there, after she brought her sister into house, she get back to rear seat alone...suddenly,she opened the window and try to talk with sai lou and sai sai lou...she asked to shift seat to sai sai lou's car,because she didn't become lamppost since my sugar sayang sit beside me...i didn't know that i was angry or sad or even disappointment~~~well, now that stuff not going to judge my mood anymore...don't know why but it do...
before that, i really always in my bad mood...always suddenly feel sad whenever i think back what happened between us,although we still and not yet to become couple...since i meet my sugar sayang,everything change,become more positive to face problem...she do pull me back since i was step my foot so deep to the feeling...maybe she and sai sai lou always stick together during this holiday...or maybe we almost facing same problem...really a pretty good luck to have such a sugar sayang...hehe!!!but, but,I cant help she over her stuff...everytime see she down, i really got do nothing to make she happy...she still need to prepare for her exam but got no mood to do it...really don't like this happened till affect her exam...haiz...
study ar sayang!!!who know how to help her???haiz...
-Tamp-
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