Holidays

finally,start another new semester after a well and nice holiday...since previous sembreak, I really long time didn't make myself enjoy my holidays...well, I not sure why I do now, is it i got more companies???or because of love,impossible,because nothing special happened between us,but I did feel that I've left off those thing...

That day hari raya at sai lou's house， after took dinner, didn't know why suddenly she played piano...at the beginning, i felt normal for the music, but after that, my mood getting down gradually by her music...the music made me think back of some memories...that's not a big deal...after that, we all planned go hang out at other place, goldash...so i sent her little sister back home...at her house there, after she brought her sister into house, she get back to rear seat alone...suddenly,she opened the window and try to talk with sai lou and sai sai lou...she asked to shift seat to sai sai lou's car,because she didn't become lamppost since my sugar sayang sit beside me...i didn't know that i was angry or sad or even disappointment~~~well, now that stuff not going to judge my mood anymore...don't know why but it do...

before that, i really always in my bad mood...always suddenly feel sad whenever i think back what happened between us,although we still and not yet to become couple...since i meet my sugar sayang,everything change,become more positive to face problem...she do pull me back since i was step my foot so deep to the feeling...maybe she and sai sai lou always stick together during this holiday...or maybe we almost facing same problem...really a pretty good luck to have such a sugar sayang...hehe!!!but, but,I cant help she over her stuff...everytime see she down, i really got do nothing to make she happy...she still need to prepare for her exam but got no mood to do it...really don't like this happened till affect her exam...haiz...
study ar sayang!!!who know how to help her???haiz...


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