Thursday, November 8, 2007

Fair Vs Unfair

4 in the morning,an hour before this got a bad news from sai sai lou...cb kia made her cry again...damn pissed...this really the first time I meet a guy(maybe not) around me...selfish,irresponsible,foolish ,whatever bad words can be used...broke up already bad,some more tell lies on her and couple with other,now, the worst,still keep making she sad and cry...even her exam coming soon,still want to treat her like that...is it fair to her??now you already have your own life own partner,why you still want to do this???
o0o
if don't want to treasure her then please let her go

~Rainy~

recently, every where keep raining,heavily...it made me think back 1 funny thing that did when i was at hometown~~~

i still remember that there's a day, sugar sayang cried beside me...any details bout her not suit to type here,after a phone call,then i drove her car right over petrol station to feed her baby car full full...then, start our journey to Yao Cheh Hor~~~planned and heading to pantai bersih~~~drove in anger mood,at the same time,think bout how to comfort her,but in the end i did nothing,just keep driving...so in accidentally I've get wrong road to another beach...omg...got do nothing to comfort her still get to wrong place...haiz...we end up our journey to my home and she go back alone...

the next day,don't know why so desperate,drive car alone to rajauda...find the way to pantai bersih...feel like next time if she sad o whatever time can bring her there breath fresh air,although not so fresh...this time seems like get correct road,reached...but when i look at the sky,it's seems like doomsday coming,dark like my hair(simply boast)~~~quickly go back home,but but,it was too late,rain heavily,until i can look through my car's windshield even i my speed less than 60kmh...that was the 2nd time to drive in the heavy rain like that,but that time,it worth even though danger...anyway,i also don't know what i want to express through this blog..haha!!!

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

~Pain = Love~ + ~Specification~

-Pain = Love-

There's pain in my heart
that won’t let me live.
There's pain in my life
only you can relief.

I'm wish,
it was you that stayed by my side.

I hope,
you know that, my love will never die.

I hope,
my love will always come through.
It's like a dream come true....

I Love You!!!

-Specification-

Lives are for living,
I live for you.

Dreams are for dreaming,
I dream for you.

Hearts are for beating,
mine beats for you.

Angels are for keeping.
Can I keep you?


I don't know why and how I can be like that,but I just can feel that my day always bad if you not beside me...The hardest day of my life is the days that missing and dreaming you...

It is true that ,the hardest thing about dreaming about someone you love
is to wake up but if the only place I could see you was in my dreams
I would sleep forever...

~Love Or Not~

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her,am I right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death ofself? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and
share it with others as well.
Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!! I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past...

Love hurts our feelings, but it's also the reason our souls heal.

Monday, November 5, 2007

Meaning Of Boyfriend And Girlfriend男女朋友的意义

記住*
remember!!!

『女朋友』是用來給你〃疼惜〃的不是給你
『玩』的〃別把女生都當『白癡』!誰敢欺負女朋友就扁死他..
[Girlfriends] is for you to <>,not for you to kiss and play with,don't thing that they are idiot!Whoever dare to bully her,beat him!!!


『男朋友』,是....抱起來很溫暖,囉唆起來很窩心,在身邊最疼你ㄉ,看不見又 很懷念的人。
[Boyfriends], is...so warm when hugging,talk so much but frustrated, the one who loves you the most, you will very miss the person when he not beside you...

is it meaning full??for certain people,it do...for me,it right...haha!!if not what's the point i post it??i cant promise i can do it perfectly, but for me, that's my tenet to be couple~~~but until now, i still not meet my true love, so,wish i got wish me luck la!!!because,get a person you love is hard,but find a person who like you too is the hardest~~~

Holidays

finally,start another new semester after a well and nice holiday...since previous sembreak, I really long time didn't make myself enjoy my holidays...well, I not sure why I do now, is it i got more companies???or because of love,impossible,because nothing special happened between us,but I did feel that I've left off those thing...

That day hari raya at sai lou's house, after took dinner, didn't know why suddenly she played piano...at the beginning, i felt normal for the music, but after that, my mood getting down gradually by her music...the music made me think back of some memories...that's not a big deal...after that, we all planned go hang out at other place, goldash...so i sent her little sister back home...at her house there, after she brought her sister into house, she get back to rear seat alone...suddenly,she opened the window and try to talk with sai lou and sai sai lou...she asked to shift seat to sai sai lou's car,because she didn't become lamppost since my sugar sayang sit beside me...i didn't know that i was angry or sad or even disappointment~~~well, now that stuff not going to judge my mood anymore...don't know why but it do...

before that, i really always in my bad mood...always suddenly feel sad whenever i think back what happened between us,although we still and not yet to become couple...since i meet my sugar sayang,everything change,become more positive to face problem...she do pull me back since i was step my foot so deep to the feeling...maybe she and sai sai lou always stick together during this holiday...or maybe we almost facing same problem...really a pretty good luck to have such a sugar sayang...hehe!!!but, but,I cant help she over her stuff...everytime see she down, i really got do nothing to make she happy...she still need to prepare for her exam but got no mood to do it...really don't like this happened till affect her exam...haiz...
study ar sayang!!!who know how to help her???haiz...


-Tamp-

Saturday, October 13, 2007

What Happened To Me??

What's wrong with me???when I'm at Cyberjaya keep on meet that lousy housemate that give me a big problem...now during my sembreak, come back hometown, still need to facing that stubborn family...seems like to argue with me...can i have a quiet time to me???can i enjoy my sembreak quietly and happily???

Sunday, October 7, 2007

0607

After many dispute and many stuff happened in this short period~~~i really thing that my ex-house-mate which mean those Melaka fellows at 0607 much much better than present one,not all,just some of them...steal foods,that's not so serious,the most serious is they will have a cold war...the worst is that fellow,steal food already quite serious,he dare to bilk,say I'm the stealer...such a bullshit act...this is the 2nd time that i wrongly judge a personality...Is it train me to face the future actual social life???maybe it's just a minor part of it...soon I'll get much much more serious and major social problem...i gotta make myself tough enough and clear-headed...gain a high EQ~~~same to all of my good friend...

贼恐怖?还是会喊捉贼的贼恐怖?

最近,我和我的同室友发现一个比贼还恐怖的人...一个最近整天在那里做那个所谓的:贼喊捉贼的小动作...情况是如何???让我慢慢告诉你把:

那个人最近在每个星期就会在他的MSN投诉所老鼠又出现了。他是那么写的:Mouse Finally U appear Again???还有,你一次的饭盒事件,又给了我们一些线索让我们怀疑他:

线索一:有谁看到他的饭盒又被人拿到菜肴?

线索二:为什么每一个礼拜都是他的东西被偷吃?

线索三:有谁懂它的东西被偷吃?

线索四:有一次,整间家人除了他与他的“好兄弟”整个礼拜会用我室友的电炉扮家家酒,然后我和他一同到马六甲去了,家里就只剩下我的室友,不会有人再去用那些电炉了,当我的室友发现到电炉有但的痕迹,还引来许多蚂蚁,电炉的锅底又掉在地上的痕迹,我的室友就打电话去问他。他就一口否认:我不是最后一个用的(难道是鬼吗)。

线索五:昨天我另一个朋友的HOTDOG又被偷吃了然后发现到oven盘上有HOTDOG的痕迹。在这整间家除了楼下两个人还有谁会用电炉?整间家也许其他人不懂我和我的室友至今只见过他一个人会用OVEN来烧烤HOTDOG。这证明了还有谁呢?当天早上当我一起身,楼下两个早已起身了。

当发现到这些事情时,我还蛮内疚的,因为之前一直都怪错了另一个朋友。那个会贼喊捉贼的贼,还到处去说这件事,这是要博取大众的信任吗?小心点,只是包不住火的,终有一天你会碰壁的。你所未被偷吃的东西是真的还是自己制造的假象呢??别让我有证据,不然我即使损失,也要把你敢出这间家。现在别人都认为是我没关系,了解我的人就懂是谁了。

从中好开心至少还有人懂我是无辜的。不像那些,你当他是朋友,但当你又利用价值时你就是他的朋友,你没有利用价值时,他就会陷害你。真是他妈的**。如果东西是他吃的,我还没那么生气,但他不只吃了,还有倒回来赖我,要我吞死猫,唱通。真**。

好啦要读书了别让小人影响我的学业。

Saturday, October 6, 2007

Good Meeting,But Good Consequence??

Finally,my house mate got 1 meet for all o house member...discuss about the cleanliness of the house, internet, dinning room and many more...so many thing to discuss...most of them tell their true words from their hearts...but is that real??not sure...this have to prove by the result of this meeting...what i mean is just to wait the effect of this house meeting...hopefully going to be positive ba~~~

Friday, October 5, 2007

神奇

一颗,没有了它,也代表你生命不纯在;有了它,便是你的最知名的地方。“它“就是我们人所谓的心。它可以很强,因为它的力气可以将一个空的油槽在五小时内装满;它可以很弱,因为区区一小只的小针,可以多走你的命,区区几豪升的脂肪也可以至你于死地。

但很奇怪的,很神奇的,它可以在一身的双手下,从一个人的身体里取出,然后再放进另一个人的身体里操作...其实哟也不懂我想再要写什么,只是突然觉得很感慨。这是医学科技的发达还是心脏的耐力???真叫我想不通...好吧,就在这里祝慧仪手术成功吧!!!早点回学校上课,以因为我不想再报章上看到被病魔缠身的样子...加油噢~~~

还有,当我看完报章后,见到有蛮多有心人士原已捐出自己的器官,好伟大噢...不知以后我会这样做吗~

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Patience



Can i be patience to this act???after eat fruits, then stick the stickers on the wall???throw the fruits cover all over the floor???this is what my dinning room looks like===>

actually it's not that serious if just that...when i did anything wrong, like what I've mention,they all will show me that they are totally dislike of that...for example they will let you see their dark face,to show that they are protesting what I have did...when they did anything wrong, they in automatically, for you sure you will go complain about what you don't like wright??for sure, they will also feel unhappy about that....what can i do in this house???just live at here???even they did anything wrongly i also keep quite and do my thing???maybe it's trying to train my endurance...it's might be good for me...haha!!!

Another thing,also about internet...this is just related to 1 guy only, the guy that last time i thought that he is quite a good friend for me,but i was wrong...whenever last time, I've told before that I would turn on my downloader during the day time,they that guy will complain about the stuff of internet...now, i often found that this guy also always online to watch movie...is it correct to do it???since he also don't like we download why you can watch movie when peak hour???It's kind of bullshit... luckily i got feel that he plan to move out from this house...i really have to open up my eyes brightly to those my "friends",or else 1 day i'll don't know who betray me or did any bad thing to spoil my honor~~~

ATTN: they not mean all of my house mate...it's just few of them~~~~

Saturday, September 29, 2007

人为?意外?这心酸。。。

凌晨五点,不懂是因为考试压力太大还是什么,睡不着觉,就起身看报纸。看看几个标题后,又再看到关于小钰珊的报道。真可悲。心里又突然来了一个莫名其妙的感觉。不错,就是同情心和愤怒。

好好一个婴孩,虽然早产,但是还是安全和健康的来临这个世界。也许她的心情会是开心,也许是伤心,但很确定的是,即使是开心也是短暂的。当他的脑还没完全开发他的四肢时,他就面临要被肢解的痛苦。这对一个还不会说话,痛也还不会叫,也不会挣扎的婴孩公平吗?只是因为一个至少当过几十年人类,也已受过几十年教育的人出错,导致一个出世还没到一个月的婴孩承担你的错吗?手中所握着的文凭是用钱买回来的,还是用真材实料靠回来的,或是大马的教育制度有所偏差,让一些废材也可以考过???难以想象将来当着婴孩懂事时,问他父母:问什么我只有一只手而已???他父母该怎么答呢???希望他以后能好好生活吧!!!像我爸一样,以一只手撑起一家五口...加油哦~~~

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Exam lor!!!!

Finally,it's time going to facing exam for this sem,but i haven't finish study all of my subject...all just "half pail water"...how can i go sit in the exam hall by this condition???some time i really wan to put my effort to study,even I've bought a plastic table to make my study out from my computer table...but i still cant put all of my effort~~~it's hard for me...y???lack of force that push me forward to study...another way to say,i miss her so much~~~she's also in her trial exam...blessing her get good result since she very nervous of her trial...even just a exam(not trial)she can study till midnight and nervous till cant sleep...maybe it's just same like me...last time when i was in foundation course and before my physic 1 exam,i also cant get into dream,but i don't know that was too nervous or other reason...

hopefully we all can do well in our exam ler~~~my friends....+U oooo....all the best and good luck ooo....

我到底对还是错‘??

话说如此,此时发生在我家,并非槟城的家而是现在租借的家。我和几位housemate最近好象有些误会,尤其是之前感情蛮好的。

Case 1:

也就是internet的问题吧!!!由于我有时在晚上大概十点多左右我就会偷偷开我的Download,其实并非偷偷啦,只是开一些平时不能下载得戏之类的。我的心想:平时都不启动的,应该不会影响到其他人吧!!!谁知渐渐我就看到一些字眼,感觉实在讲我的。感觉在怪我一直偷下载,为什么会这样呢??如果我春心要投下载,我就会不致开一个而已噢~~还有,我让他们用的时他们却没想到这一点呢??在这段考试期间,他们读书读到零晨我向他们还要都市因该市会上网吧,所以我就把电脑关上继续让他们用,但他们却没想到我为他们好,致使会想到我会偷Download...

其实也不能怪他们啦,他们也不懂我为何那么急着要下载戏是为了准备在假期里看的...因为这个假期整个礼拜我将一个人在家罢了..好可怜哦...家里有没有Streamyx,会闷死的呢~~~

Case 2:

这个更夸张...最近家里出现好强的"老鼠"。之前,我的cheeses亮度惨遭“老鼠“袭击。到最后只剩空纸带...总共被吃掉6片...他妈的老娘...重点来了,有一天,另一位housemate其匆匆的一走到我们上课的地方,当时我已经到达现场了,突然,他说:家里又出现老鼠了,我的cater的料被老鼠拿了。在他一边讲时,他就一边用怀疑的眼神看着我...walao!!!当时更他对到眼,看了就火滚。生气的不是什么,是一个之前感情蛮好+1年多的朋友,现在又是housemate,竟然好怀疑不怀疑,怀疑我,说时还竟然用生气的语气...真不服...自己想看,有时我还会和分享一些食物,初初搬着间家时,我还给过他几包面,这并不是要收买他的心,而是因为看他没面煮来吃,所以才分给他,还有一尺是因为那面要过期了。算了吧...我以不在乎这件事了,只是会从新张大眼睛看过这个所谓的朋友.

其实有时我也有错啦!!!例如,我的脾气蛮差的,性格不好,哎呀好多好多。有一次早上一醒,我就发现我的cable贝脱落,我一起就写了一张字条,内容带有臭骂的字眼,因为这已不是第一吃发生了。有时半夜,全部人都Download,第二天早上,就只有一个人接着线download着。如果是你,你会火吗??但是忽然想了又觉得应该好好和他们讲的,但以太迟了。真糟糕...

还有,为什么我们住同一间家,有什么不满,不能坦白说出来呢?要闷在心里??这样会开心吗??还是他们认为我是一个固执的人??放心吧,如果你们好好说我会好好听的...

Monday, September 3, 2007

Yeappie~~~

yesh~~~flower i've gave her already lor


~~~~haha!!!what is her respond???simple...she call me when she received the flower...i still happy of that although she told me that is her mom ask her to call me to say thanks to me....don't know why i got a weird feeling...it's hard to express by words...maybe i didn't put so much hope to her respond,so now i got a happy of it...anyway,before that,i really hope i can get more redound than this...but after few days,few weeks,few months,i know i cant do anything beside waiting...so, i just wish her happy birthday sincerely, and i also hope she are always happy...anything just wait until her STPM over than only think more about it...haha!!!so have to be happy too...

Sunday, August 26, 2007

27th AUG

yo...i'm back from a couple busy weeks...why this titled with a date???something so special???yeap!!!it does...a date,a date of birth of WN...maybe it just normal for you all,but it really special for WN and for me as well...why it is so special???i also don't know...maybe just because she special to me ...haha!!!i got no chance to go back to celebrate with her...but when the day i was at pg, i've prepared a surprise present for her...purposely learn to fold a rose for her....and than ,buy a bunch of 11 roses, with a rose i fold myself in the middle....anyway,it's sound so normal,and maybe it is...hopefully she got what i wanna mean...

Writing skill really wanna train geh,now really got a difficulty to blogging....
=.=

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Foolish..<<笨>>

窗外大雨一直下不停(Outside window rain heavily)
我望着窗外的雨景(i looking at the raining scene)
我回想和你段展开心的日子(think back those perfect happy moment with you)
我一个人出外吹吹风(I went outdoor be in a draught)
有些戀人只是路過時的風景(Those couple around is just the view when pass by)
曾經太過年輕(Before that was too young)
卻絕對真心(but absolutely sincere)
我給的愛是種任性(The love i gave you is just a type of self-indulgence)
不懂花開只一次的愛情(don't know the love is just like once bloom)
曾經太過冲动(last time was too urge)
淚純真透明(tears are pure and clarity)
你的堅定(your firmness)
我仍然還相信(i still believe)
開始觉得没有你的日子很寂寞(starts sence the day without you is lonely)
我一个人出外吹吹风(I went outdoor be in a draught)
路上戀人只是路過時的風景(Those couple around was just the view when passby)
曾經太過笨(last time was too foolish)
卻絕對真心(but it absolutely sincere)
我还没付出全部(i not yet give all)
却不渐渐失去你的爱(but i'd gradually found you gone)
当时太过自信(last time was too self-cinfidence)
以为独占你的心(thought i'd got your heart)
能给你快乐(can give you happiness)
现在去失去你(now i've lost you)
但我对你的爱(but my love on you)
仍然都还 存在(still present)
直到如今你暗示愛我的那句话(until now, the words that you hint me that you love me)
我一直都收藏著 紧记着(i still keep in my mind,remember it till last)

Who Loves Me???<<谁来爱我>>

也许爱就在这刻 (Perhaps love at here)
我藏在灵魂里的阁楼那头 (i hide myself inside the attic of soul)
幽暗覆盖了白昼 (darkness wrap over brightness)
如何躲过这错没有理由 (how to avoid from this mistake is impossible)
起寒落叶 轻声呼救 (winter come shatter, call for help softly)
我低头 更也说不出口 (I band down my head even more speechless)
紧握的手颤抖 (the hand that hold tightly wavering)
该怎么做不懂 沉默 (don't know how to do, be quite)
我渴望有个人爱我 (I hope there's someone loves me)
在世上某个角落 (At certain place in this world)
飞跃过黑夜的尽头 (fly over vanishing point of darkness)
来抚平所有伤痛 (comfort the "wound")
我渴望有个人爱我 (I hope there's someone loves me)
每一天 每个时候 (everyday,every time)
她心中有同样的梦 (she have the same dream)
等着我长相斯守 (waiting for me to be together forever)
共度白头...... (live together forever)

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

1st Runner Up

wow....cool...although very tired... erm...actl i'm talking bout d interfaculty vball game...juz past oni...haha!!!get 1st runner up...hmm...but quite regret and disappointed...nt bcuz v lost,but is bcuz of myself,my mistake take a part of reason why we lost...hmm...if i not suggest play 2-4 games,mean we have 2 setter in team,then my teammate won't blur lor...haiz...we shouldn't lost for FOE geh...hmm...have to trust my teammate...btw, this oso can let me know that i have not so talented in spiking...setter is setter...haha!!!ok la...very late d...wan oi oi d...anyway,rili wanna thanks my lovely teammate...

Saturday, July 21, 2007

无奈之诗 之《缘间出现爱》

Sunday morning...syok niah...long time cyber here nt raining d...but recently,d weather keep rain..izit d sky crying???why??haha!!!lolz...gotta b hv a nice nice dream lor...but long time dun hv a sweet dream since bad ting happened on me...luckly when day time still can live although sumtime still tink bout it...hmm....dis 2day on weekend,my roomie's gf cum here stay for 2nite...haha!!!so sweet...wat a sweet couple...envy...sumtimes rili wondering,wat happened on me???what hv i done???wat problem on me???why i juz wanna find 1 parner wif me..juz wanna get a serious relationship..but everytime fail...izit i did nt enuf 2 get faith from other???rili hv 2 get 2review of myself...hmm...izit my thinking nt mature enuf???o i duno hw 2 show myself,my love, o my serious to sum1???haiz...everynite,keep tinking wat problem on me...but i nvr get it...izit can consider stupid???everytime when i start crush on sum1,i'll alw told myself :dun step too deep in2 it...but duno y,i will...n everytime i juz keep bcum loser...in my life,there's juz 3gal tie my heart till i cant let go...1 is my ex when 2ndary skul, 1 is yk,and another 1 is currently i do crush...pass 2 i can over them,but need years..nw,if i fail again...i duno hw long i need...ok la...4get bout those stuff...


errr...2day when wake up,felt boring then create 1 lolz poem,by a name....no need i tell u u oso gotta noe who's dat...haha!!!

你我相识纯是缘,

真爱出现在之间,

紧关我心逃不出,

张慧取心不实现,

等妮做出决定爱。

man man guess ba...haha!!!gotta hv my lunch d...n enjoy d wonderful day,wonderful weekend...dun let unhappy stuff influent my life...



Friday, July 20, 2007

20072007

20072007...sound special rite???haha!!!rili hope hv 1 special date hv a special stuff happened on me...is gud 1 la..duno wat's ur special date???hmm...actl...as you happy,wat date oso ur special date...rite???nw...if i got 1gud gud gf,all of d day is my special date...but i tink,it gonna b very long for...mayb month,years,o even mayb not...duno...juz hope i got u...everything man man la...wish my special day cumin soon...

Rain God....

Why??why???why u rain nt on the time???why wan rain when hving fun at vball court???T_T...play till syok syok uncle rain cum find us...run damn fast back 2 car...sumore need keep back d net...ZZzzzz...gonna b "DROP SOUP CHICKEN"(落汤鸡)...so cham la...tot gonna hv a great weekend...actl,i din expect hw great...cuz still at cyber....haiz...dead city...rmb...if nt necessary,pls dun cum cyberjaya...cuz it's juz like dessert...

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Free Weekend

Exam over lor...dun care about d result...izit i do very well???duno...hope so...but at least i can hv a free weekend again...next week(30Jul) gotta hv a exam week again...plenty of tests approaching...hmm...relax for 1 weekend 1st ba....hehe...hmm...seriously...i rili need 2 get back my spirit 2 study liao...hmm...alw lazy lazy 1...haiz...+u la...n sum1 out der...take care ya...

recently got 1 korean name...hehe..and sum1 special's name...haha~~~~
명배(明培)
혜니(??)
haha...guess who dis???kenot type out d chinese name la...although mostly probably u all duno 1...kekeke...hmm..wan gamming liao..continue soon~~~

Saturday, July 14, 2007

View Outside Transit~~~~

2day when i back fr klia transit...watching the view outside the window...firstly,the transit start move fr bandar bkt selatan...i was sitting facing the back of the transit...wat i was looking,was the ting leaving me...at the begining,my view is fr a bz n modern place change become brushwood...from wat i look,it's juz like many thing leaving me...no matter it's a gud ting or bad ting,it's juz leaving me...duno it's gud onot...mayb,this is juz like,old 1 nt go away,new 1 wont cum(旧的不去,新的不来)...so any1, v shud pay more attention to future...think futhur 2ur future...so v hv 2 sit facing d front view...juz like new thing cuming forward 2 u...but,but,it nt mean that v wan 2 4get bout d past...those past stuff is gv us as a guide o exampler 4 us...those sad thing that v experience can let us avoid 2 happened it again...let us dun sad n oso let us bcum more mature...those happy thing can let us rmb very well..can let us noe who treat us gud who treat us bad...haiz...watever la...duno hw 2 say liao...keke....juz hope happy alw...

KL

woosh..cum kl 2 find my frenz(FAIZ) ooo...fun fun fun..but hv 2 go back cyber..sien..cuz my mlk frenz cumin cyber find his gf shun bian find me....haiz...all so ngam..so bz ler...go sunway watch harry porter...at d begining almost sleep diao...haha!!!cuz i nvr watch episod 1,2,3 n 4..so blur..keke...luckly nt sleep la...hv 2 cultivate myself 2 like english song,english movie n watever la...cuz wan concert myself wif sum1 who is english ed 1...hehe..noe wat i mean???in dis moment hv 2 do such ting la...sumore can help myself in future...actl i got watch english movie n english song 1,juz nt dat frequent oni..sumore my english nt so gud...so hv 2 change myself la...+U ya...me very funny 1 la..cum2 my frenz hse here bring my swimmng trunk n google..haha!!!rili desperate 2 swim ...actl wan play badminton too..but no time ad...too bad..next time oni play liao la...hmmm....btw,juz got1 gud news,sum1 in badminton tournament get in semifinal d lor..geng geng...happy 2 hear dis...she's very active gal lai...last week juz win in table tennis game oni...wish she can win in her badminton game la...gud luck ya...mentally support~~~

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Moon And Star

Moon and star??izit sum1 knock my head den i c moon n star on my head??haha!!!no la...suddenly tink of sum meaningful words...n juz like me....

If you are the moon in the sky,I'm the star beside the moon,
The moon never tells star that the moon love star,
But the star never quit and keep stay beside the moon,
Just like you never tell me that you love me,
And seldom bother about me,
But I will always accompany whether you need or not.

hmm...feel like juz telling nonsense oni...haha!!!i can feel wat the meaning,but i cant express it by words..dats my weakness...haiz...duno when i will gv up fr tangle in this kind of relationship,but i noe it will be the day when i c you got your true love and happiness from others...

BBQ = bastard bad quadrilingual

haiz...y bbq = bastard bad quadrillingual???actl it's a vball club icebreaking party...but its very boring...damn damn boring....n attended by many ppl,fr mid east student,local student...so dat there hv many language used at der...chinese,english,foreign language...i tink hv 2 foreign language ba...so bcum 4language...actl i duno wat i wanna tell bout those language...but i rili dun like those vball club committee...especially d president...walao...u look at his face, juz hv 3 words appear in ur mind..."sor hai face"&"xiao bai liao"...big fat n fairly face..i still nt yet take his pic so cant upload here...if nt u'll agree wif me...duno y wanna let him bcum president of d club...duno PR wif freshie 1...when agm...juz simply say sumting oni...den bcum quite liao...1 thing...dis idiot juz noe 2 eat oni...i can prove it by 2 cases...1st,when agm,he finish 2 intro of d committee,den juz keep telling all freshie that "d refreshment cuming soon"...he can keep on repeats dis word more than 10 time in 30minutes...walao...den when those kfc n pizza delivered,he shows his big big smile 2 us...n keep on eating oni...2nd case...when d icebreaking party...d freshie keep on cumin..but wat he did???EAT EAT EAT...he can juz eat n nt PR wif his members...walao...den alw say those nonsense , funny-less joke...watever la...juz very very dun like dis president ler....wont obey wat he ask me 2 do...sure i'll rebut 1...nw rili bcum more geram liao...better stop talk bout him d....

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

18July

midterm test cumin soon....but still blur of wat lecturer n tutor teaching leh~~~haiz...hv 2 work hard myself liao...T_T....sumore field theory,electronic 1....ZZZzzzz....all duno wat they teaching....damn sux....

Monday, July 9, 2007

Worst Nightmare

A nightmare, a serious nightmare till i can cry when sleeping,nt just in the dream...i've been a long time nvr hv such dream d...d nightmare rili worse than those horrible dream...i cant couldn't imagine wat happened in d dream...usually i wont rmb wat i've dream when wake up but dis time i did~~~my tears running down my face till i woke up...bad bad dream...i'm dream bout i'd lost sum1 who rili important 4me...haiz...lazy 2say sumore d...long long story...rili hope it wont happen in d real world...BLESSING.........

Friday, July 6, 2007

Love Story

Love story?!i'm goin 2 tell any love story la...haha!!!duno y when i watch d touchie love story,i alw tink of myself...most of them alw hv a very gud happy ending wif their love..hw cum it cant happen on me neh???sumtime i cant blame any1 ,cuz mayb i did nt gud enuf...mayb i still meet my real love...but if nt meet my real love,hw can i fall in2 very deep...rili no reason 2 explain...haiz..hw leh???rili need let time judge everything???let time prove hw serious 2 dis relationship???got an advice 2 let it go...but i rili cant make it...i've step it quite deep...haiz...duno hw 2 say d...

Medicine Of Happiness

Any 1 got a feel like dis==>when u free down,sad,bored o watever bad feel,suddenly u get better after u chat wif sum1???i got,n juz happened...who is d person,i tink no need ask u all shud noe ba...who else can wor...although juz hving a simple conversation,i've got a feel like suddenly,all around bcum bright...SONG!!!duno y har...mayb i feel that she's in happy...mayb,many mayb...but i juz noe that she's my medicine when i'm down...even juz simple conversation...if she's bside me,mayb i can fly...hehe~~~i tink dis few day i gotta b very very happy ba...

Thursday, July 5, 2007

I've Lost D Spirit~~~

Nw ad finish my 4th academic week jor...but but but,i still nt yet get my spirit back 2 study...haiz...why???i've lost sum kind of force 2 push me...a force i've gain b4 but its gone after sum ting...haiz...but i cant blame anything...fate~~~i'll get them back as soon as possible...gambate~~~~

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Appreciate

Duno its bcuz i ad stay in single 4 a long time d so nw oni wanna say dis 4those who in a relationship,especially guys...rili duno y those who hv a gud girlfriend, den still wan make their girlfriend sad,hurt o do smtg seriously wrong to d another part...izit dat u can get d 1 u love ezly from this world???if yes,teach me hw k???i've been long time din meet the 1 i love n love me d...most of d time juz i love her but she's nt n she love me but i'm not...haiz...mayb is just a luck...but y those like 2 hurt d another part still dun appreciate???if u say both of u all dun hv feel d y last time still gv an empty promises??if keep lidis 1 day sure will get retribution ooo...guys,b a gud boy friend....


•~ give her one of your t-shirts to
sleep in.
•~ leave her cute text notes.
•~ kiss her in front of your friends.
•~ tell her she looks beautiful.
•~ look into her eyes when you talk to
her.
•~ let her mess with your hair.
•~ touch her hair.
•~ just walk around with her.
•~ FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
•~ look at her like she's the only girl
you see.
•~ tickle her even when she says stop.
•~ hold her hand when you're around
your
friends.
•~ when she starts swearing at you,
tell
her you love her.
•~ let her fall asleep in your arms.
•~ get her mad, then kiss her.
•~ stay on the phone with her even if
shes not sayi.ng anything
•~ tease her and let her tease you
back.
•~ stay up all night with her when
she's
sick.
•~ watch her favorite movie with her.
•~ kiss her forehead.
•~ give her the world.
•~ let her wear your clothes.
•~ when she's sad, hang out with her.
•~ let her know she's important.
•~ kiss her in the pouring rain.
•~ when you fall in love with her, tell
her.
•~ and when you tell her, love her like
you've never loved someone before.


4 me
,i cant promise dat i can do everything above,but i comfirm dat i can give her d most love dat i ever gave...
i cant promise that i will make her happy in everytime,but i sure dat i wont purposely make her sad...
i cant promises that i will make her smile back when she cry,but i comfirm i will cry wif u...
i not sure that i'll b d happiest guy in dis world when i get her ,but i sure my life will alw happy if i got her...

erm...actl i oso nt sure everything cuz v cant clap wif a single hand,i cant do anything wif juz myself oni...hope 1 day i can...

U Appeared In My Mind In A Sudden

Juz nw ng 2 do in d class,so go read d bulletin in my friendster...i juz got 1 bulletin wif a title of "6 signs you're falling 4 someone",juz wan test that its real onot,so go test...d test juz like below....


1. - as soon as you get online-whose
name do you look at first
2. - when you hear your phone ringing-
who do u hope is calling
3. - when a love song comes on the
radio-whos face comes to your mind
4. - whos name makes your heart skip a
beat every time u hear it
5. - who is it that you always find
yourself thinking about-wondering if
they're thinking about you
6. - the whole time you were reading
this bulletin, there was only 1 person
on your mind.....


after do those test,it's rili 1person appear in my mind...so real,so true...if u hv go through my blog,den u'll noe who's she lor...hehe~~~but dis test ,duno its gud onot,juz touch d wound of my heart...abit painful~~~haiz...lets time prove everything ba...

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Mosquito,I My Blood Is Bitter ,Nt Sweet At all..

can sum 1 tell me ,why i mosquito alw like 2 bite me???izit my blood make fr honey???o my blood contain high sugar???pls la...dun bite me any more k???2 day rili sueh la,err shud say dis whole week so sueh~~~1st,i got sprain ankel,my back hurt,mosquito prob n nw my stomach pain till like hell...got lax 3times in a d day.....duno izit minor food poison onot,my roomate n other 2 hsemate oso lidat...cham....who can save me...until nw my stomach still got abit pain~~~my stomach rili goin 2bcum washing machine d....alw spin n spin n spin....after dat get lax....haiz....k la...gotta take a rest liao...hope tmr wont so pain liao n recover...

Monday, July 2, 2007

Sleepy class...

2day,juz got a bad bad class...make us damn tired....untill whole class suddenly fall in sleeping mode....dun believe, let u c those pic...haha...dun laugh ya....






after i post dis blog,duno got ppl goin 2 kill me onot~~~hehe....k la...wan oi oi liao....nitez~~~

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Malacca~~~

juz back fr mlk oni...song...stay at mlk for few days since thursday...actl wan go there 2play vball geh,but juz got play on thursday,other than dat,pou...nt pou so much la...go cheong K la,go movie l an yum cha...hehe..meet gud frenz at der,rili happy ler...but if can play vball more den more happy...but rili pai seh 2 few of my frenz lor...they all ask me 2 go clubbing,but i din go...actl they wan celebrate bday at der 1...haiz...no choice,promise sum1 dat i wont club anymore liao...if no clubbing gud too la...o else my wallet gonna thin jor...hehe~~~ok la...wan oi oi d...nitez~~~~

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Retribution

2day,early in d morning,i got a special news make me laugh till "PAK LING DAO"(Fall down)....haha!!!it's bout dis ===>a guy, i hate him 1, get 1st among d list of ppl i hate...i tink juz bout 3-4 oni...when he wanna climb up 2 gals block,at mlk(IXORA),which restrictedly dun let guys go up 1...he climb up tru 1 pipe, cuz wan get enter 1 space dat can get into stairs dat can escape fr securities sight geh...bout 3metres tall lor...suddenly he fell down...n knock his head...den wat his brain get vibrate wor...suddenly pengsan n sent 2 hospital...haha!!!but but!!!!i juz got d real news fr my mlk frenz...actl his nt fall down fr dat,but he rili pengsan n sent into hospital...d truth is,when he go 2 his gf's hse,d floor juz mopped,so slippery,den he fall down n his forehead knock n d side of table...den when sit down,suddenly fainted...

hmm...actl,rili dowan treat him as my enemy 1...u noe la,i'm so friendly 1,juz sumtimes i rili got a bad tempered,sumtime "tak zui" my frenz...rili feel sry 2 them...but when i'm normal,if my frenz ask me 4 help i rili can help as i can...nt perasan ok???but dat guy act rili make me kenot tahan lor...1st time i knew him,tot dat he rili a gud n friendly frenz lai,so i join him n treat him as very gud frenz...dats d 1st sem...after few dat,bout my 2nd sem,his behavior get change so much...u noe y??cuz dat time i'm hving a quite gud relationship wif a gal,dat he crush o even love...den he try 2 court her lor...when in d process of courting her, i mean dat guy,he treat me like i was owe him o even like kill his parents lidat wor...when i start realize dat,i got ask him wat happened on me n wats wrong wif me,den he juz say ntg...i tot rili ntg den let it go lor...mana tau,he still maintain d same behaviour 2 me wor...until nw...den sumtimes when i try 2 talk wif him,he act like listen ntg...rili F**ker lai...got such guy 1 wor...although hate dis guy,i nvr let my vball frnz noe bout it 1,cuz dowan them "nan zuo ren"...but,since he got d gal,he totally change d...even my mlk vball frenz oso dun like him liao,even go out oso dowan call him out...i oso noe bout dis ting recently oni....haha!!!at d begining,i mean b4 dis,all of us still treat him so gud 1,cuz he "act" so friendly...nw bcum all of us dun like him n i tink i'm d 1 who hate him d most...erm,my closest frenz oso say he got "lan sai bin"...haha!!!so if u meet dis guy,juz treat him like stranger can d la...nt worth 2 hv such "friend"...nw cum 2 cyber,rili feel abit happy la,cuz no need c his lan sai bin...still got many many bad thing on him la...but dowan waste my time 2 talk bout him la...it can b imagine hw d guy can get in2 d list of d ppl i hate most...juz 3 ppl,as i dun like 2 hv enemy since i ezly can 4gv ppl geh....:-p

nitez...gotta sleep...1.47am lor...haha!!!

1st Ride At Campus

woofff...morning,bcuz of lazy 2 walk to 1 hour class,so me n my frenz ride his bike to class...haha!!!feel abit weird...when reach 1 slope,almost more than 45degreee lidat d,d bike suddenly bcum ah pek...rili sympathize d bike ler,so old d still need fetch 2 fei lou up 2 der...d most important is nt dat...me n my frenz usually walk 2 class n seldom complain dat so far geh...but after 1st ride,he bcum lazy walk d...omg....

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

White Flag~~~

hmm~~~white flag, means gv up ooo...lolz...ntg la,juz wan 2 say dat,rili wan stop extra ting dat i feel wanna do ba,lets it goes as it like,juz control wat i can, like my mood...sumore rili wan concentrate my on my studies lor...kenot catch up many ting although juz start my course nt so long...especially field theory...cham...duno wat actl lec talking bout...he juz say wat d slides show...swt...=.=lll....ok la....mayb i'm gonna seldom blogging lor...cuz goin 2 bz d...leave sum words here....


退出并不代表认输。我的退出并不是因为我放弃我对你的感觉,我是要让我们更认识对方。虽然我们还不能在更增进我们的感情,但我永远会成为你的好友。如果以后你有更好的目标,我会真心的祝福你。

for translate go ==>http://fanyi.cn.yahoo.com/

ok la...dats all...cuming back soon...

Roses...

hmm...seems ntg 2 do...learn fold roses...quite nice leh....wan c???haha!!!let u c 1 pic la...


Dis is 2nd try 1...


Dis is 3rd try lor...wif red paper, so named red rose


Dis oso 3rd try....nice leh????haha!!!

Pinky rose


which 1 nicer???

y wan fold roses leh???hmm....secret...if can done wat i'm planing den gud la...if nt,juz 4get bout it lor...wish me gud luck la.....

Monday, June 25, 2007

Rider~~~

rider,nt mean ghost rider la....nt so yeng...ghost rider ride harley,me,juz simply kriss....my hsemate geh kriss...duno wat happened on us,after i go swim,bout 10am lidat,me n my hsemate go wangsa maju, by buses,n lrt...wow....damn far...if nt mistaken is d most northen side of kl...go 2 his bro hse,meet up wif him n take d bike's key...dat time is bout 3-4pm lidat lor....wait till old liao den hv 2 ride d KRISS back 2 cyber...when tink bout d distance,make me scare oni...i oso duno y dat time i say wan go der wif him...haha!!!mayb heng dai ba...ride around kl...damn syok...but when reach serdang der, my back told me dat i'm nt ok d...so cham la my back...since last time i get hurt when my vball match,den nw alw ezly feel tired...so cham~~~nw even worse lor...later u all will c me on wheel chair lor...back 2 d bike..can sum1 ride a bike on highway wif d speed limit at 60kmh???dis limit is nt fr traffic,rules o wat,is d bike limit us...haiz...60kmh,rili so slow ler...when sum time feel too fast,hv 2 slow down...haha!!!its take us 1 hour++ 2 reach cyber,damn long...hmm...dat time,v saw a gal try 2 kill herself...reason,her bf dowan her baby,illegal 1...haiz...so bad la d guy,n d gal oso stupid 1...finally, police n fireman get her back n tie her up wif blanket,like "BAK CHANG"...=.=lll....luckly she din jump down fr 11floor,if nt,i'm rili bad luck lor...when at mlk,my appartment der got ppl died...if nw still got den cham...boys n gal,dun do d stupid ting ya,even very sad,dats stupid act...i'm quite a gud example oo...suffering many bad stuff, many stress...but finally still can solve...actl kenot mean 2b settled la...still ok oni...ok la...mayb its juz minor oni...hmm...wanna oi oi d...drop other blog another day....tata~~~rmb 2 drop a comment 4 d blog i mention b4 ya...i rili need ur idea n comment...thx....

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Shud i???

hmm...after review back many stuff, i rili cant stand wat d condition i hvin nw although dis few day i can sleep abit well d...mayb dis oso cuz of previous experience ba, so dis time i rili scare anything get wrong on me n between us...sumtimes,i rili tink dat,i wan try dun contact her, try 2 cool down myself wif dis feeling,but cant...wat done is done,rili cant escape of dis prob...rili hv 2 solve d prob geh...but rili hv 2make myself well 1st...cuz 1 ting i hv 2 do,is help her 2stand up, gv her strength 2face d prob n oso share her prob...hope i can do i t ba...

haiz...rili hope 2 listen d piano sound,n d song ba...a song make me hv a deep impression, <Colour of The Wind>, its much nicer ,much sweeter n even make me feel d rhythm much nicer than d original singer sing...if u dont believe, u go n listen ba...but nw,i rili scare i hv no chance 2listen again...cuz many thing change so fast...haiz...dun mention d ba...as long as she is happy,i rather v r juz a friend...at least can get her trust...c ba...any1 got idea 2help d prob i've mention at previos blog, pls tell me la...i'll appreciate very much geh~~~

Another Week...

its 2nd week i stay at cyber d, still hv 2 take those malay,idian n mamak food....omg....most of d time hv 2 eat spicy food,except 1 cafe in campus...dats d place which can get d cheapest food among those shop at cyber....nw,cyber shudn't named "intelligence city", shud b intelligence dessert...it rili juz abit better than dessert...wan go shopping o spend free time oso hard...need get 1 hour bus 2 reach kl...=.=lll

hey hey,if any1 wanna bcum reach,cum here open 1 restaurant selling chinese food o a shop 2 repair cars n bikes ,u gotta b reach lor....cuz here dun hv such shop...if ur price reasonable, sure everyday,everytime full of customer geh...hehe....ok la...dats all 4 my cyber life lor~~~

Saturday, June 23, 2007

S.O.S


Once there’s a girl say that, when she lost, she found that there’s a hand try to hold her. I don’t know that whether the hand is mine or not. I really happy if its mine, but recently, after a foolish incident, I realize that she not event trust the hand, she just keep found the way out alone. I also don’t know whether she have push away the hand or not, but I sure that she can’t give a single trust to a guy who also lost too, like me. Actually, I don’t need her to fully trust me, but if she want to find a way out, it’s better to be someone else rather than just alone. There’s bad thing happened on her, until she not trust on love, but really helpless if she don’t let other to help her. Anyone have such experience who can teach me how to help this girl??? p/s leave some comment. I really don’t want a happy girl keep lost herself in the bad stuff. I’ll hurt more than her if nothing change better.

Finally

haiz......wait until bcum antique d,finally,can on9 through my pc...almost 2 week...made my day so hard...nw,its better jor...haha!!!cuz cyber damn boring ler.....all malay,mamak n indian food....make my stomach suffering......

Friday, June 15, 2007

well well~~

almost 1 week stay at cyber der lor...at dis moment,still dun hv anything feel bad....1st day is d worst...being attack by hundred of mosquito...fr my head till toes hv many scars d..haiz...stupid mosquito...almost sick lor...haiz...luckly nt big prob...monday gonna start my class lo....1st class of d degree class...duno wat is d feel~~~hope is gud ba..

Monday, June 11, 2007

~~~THE LAST GOODBYE~~~

hmm...11th jun...dis day rili a happy day,n oso sad day...y???its a happy day cuz i still noe dat i'm still own a seat in d heart of my love...sad ,cuz i'm goin 2 leave penang tmr,dat mean i'm gonna seperate wif love 4 quite a long period d...do u noe hw bad in feeling when u goin 2 seperate wif a gal dat u miss so much dat ntg can make me miss till lidat...i miss her like crazy...hehe~~~but no choice...wat else i can do cuz need 2 study le...study well oso cuz of our future...if my future gud,dat mean my another half oso gud...dowan my dar dar feel wai wat wen wif me...hehe~~~b4 dat, i'm quite lazy on my studies...but i tink dis time i'll fight 4 my future d...cuz nw i hv 1 strong force bhine me 2make me hv such spirit~~~2day after hvin a great lunch wif love,its rili make me hvin d great time...but time passed very fast,when time v seperate i'm rili dun wish 2 say "goodbye" 2 her...cuz i noe dats d last goodbye i tell her b4 i leave pg...actl,cyber juz quite near 2 pg,but duno y its rili make me feel very far fr here...hopefully my midterm holiday cum asap ba...hmm...i tink gonna stop here...if i keep type,it rili makes me feel dowan back cyber so early...miss u very much gal...

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Speechless

actl,nw i wat i try'na write dis nt 2blame any1...juz let i tell a real story dat happened on me...

1 gal,miss C which is my frenz best friend's ex...when both of them start their relationship,i juz noe but nt 2 pat kua of their stuff at all...as i juz noe who is she...after several month later,when they broke up,i oso din noe dis stuff at all but after few weeks i did...but i oso juz noe that they broke but nt reason...dis happened when i was f5 i tink if nt mistaken...
nw...duno its consider bad onot,nw i'm trying 2 courting 1 gal,miss E,who is miss C's best frenz...when i'm hvin quite a gud improvement of relationship wif miss E,they suddenly mention bout me...i duno wat actl happened in their conversation,but miss E suddenly told me miss C dislike me bcuz i'm her ex's gang...n trying 2 say me bad example say me like ah beng...lol...i'm nt trying 2 blame miss C,but u hv 2 noe dat u rili duno me at all except my name n look...y u wanna say dis ting on me???if u say u juz trying 2 help ur best fr being "hurt by others",i dun tink dat u r...its 1st time dat i heard dat sum1 try 2 stop her/his best friend's relationship dat is improving wif other~~~if miss C juz told miss E noe me well b4 steps in2 further relationship,i still can accept,cuz i rili wan miss E noe me well at 1st...hmm..pls la...tink dat u r wrong onot...even u rili wan help ur best frenz,but tink 4 gud reason...u noe u ad make "her" down ooo...if juz me i dun mind...pls dun happen again k??pls noe me 1st b4 gv any comment~~~

***i'm nt try 2 blame u,i juz wanna tell u dat wat actl u hv done...if any word dat i use make "u" feel bad,i'm rili sry 2u cuz i scare i've use wrong word 2 say bout it***

i'll respect "u" cuz "u" r her best frenz,i dowan "she" feel bad, i'm nt so siu hei ooo n oso i dowan lost friend n gain enemy...

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

SHE

She,nt mean d stars...a gal who make me care of her,a gal who make me feel that she need my protection.a gal who i noe her since 2years++ ago,but recently bcum closer...a gal who make me crush on her...a gal who can make me happy when i sad...a gal who i start love but nt my gf cuz i wan let her noe me more n well b4 v r couple...izit my mistake 2 do dis way???shud i tell her wats my feeling nw???ish...

Saturday, May 26, 2007

27th May:Last Day At Malacca...

24th May,1630hour,finally finish my last subject dat i take at melaka campus here...hopefully rili d last...actl i shud feel happy cuz i'm gonna finish my alpha year,left 4years 2 complete my nano tech engineering...but,i oso upset after dis...cuz force 2 leave my melaka frenz,juz a short time 2join them happy 2gether,sad 2gether,nervous for exam 2gether,make fun 2gether,study 2gether n many many sweet memories...rili rili rili dun hope 2 leave here,but MMU force me 2 do so...shift most of d course 2 cyber...y nt juz hv 1 campus oni???mayb its quite well known n too many student...bsides,i oso gonna miss SATAY CELUB at here...damn tasty...n many many nice food....at cyber,haiz....juz like in d desert...its very very difficult 2 find 1 chinese food at der...back 2 d topic...still rmb 1st time steps on where i'm leaving at melaka,its hv such a feel...duno hw 2 express by words...mayb gonna escape fr my parents n leave here wif my frenz...but after few months,i prefer penang jor n appreciate dat i'm born at der...cuz dun any food in melaka better than penang...except satay celub n Cha Siu Fan...nice...yummy...next time i bring u all go la....when i'm back 2 melaka..few month in d campus,can recognise d building,but nt every corner of d campus know...d worst memory at here is IXORA,d place i'm leaving...got many mindless pig,alw throw rubbish,bottle,glass,even chair fr appartment...SHIT!!!d worst is d cover of d tank on toilet bowl der oso can throw....OMG...fuking babi...1ce when i was swimming,1 lock juz drop bside me...if on my head,dis blog wont appear at here d...haiz...dun say d bad d...o else leave bad impression at melaka...at melaka here,glad 2 noe 2 group of frenz...1st is my classmate...most of them very friendly...2nd is vball fellows...especially Mr Raul...he's very gud guy...he's d oldest in dat group but he's d most friendly guy...in d class,i tink d best frenz is She Yong ba...duno y clost wif him...mayb same surname wif him ba...haha!!!he oso my future roomie....uhuh...nw oni realize actl got another group of frenz...my current hsemate...4from muar 4from pg...4 vs 4...1st guy to talk for muar housemate,chau kian,mr baby face....haha!!!he's a claver guy,everytime exam juz need few day b4 exam 2study den can get excellent result..haha!!!but dis guy,rili addicted 2dota d...everyday dota....fr morning till nite oso dota,even exam week oso can dota...pfuu...but he can get gud result,speechless...2nd,choong ming...super gunner,shud say bommer...alw bom dis n dat oni...but he's a friendly n gud gud guy...he got 1 nick,"HAM DAI CHIU YAN"(pornman)...haha!!!i oso heard fr his frenz...3rd person,wee teck..dis guy ar...duno wat 2 say bout him...normal but clever guy...if nt mistaken,he's a very gud elder brother...he damn sayang his younger sister n bro..they all very cute,no wonder he so sayang them...he very gud in maths,so any maths prob find him...he oso movie provider in my hse oo..4th person,kang jie,mei mei king...dis guy oso very funny 1 la...1st time noe him,he rili oni kao pek kao bu(KAPB)...even singing oso like kpkb...hehe!!!sumtimes cum in my room den shout loudly=.=...rili sot sot 1...but!!!he oso very nice guy too...dis 1 oso abit dota addicted 1...haha!!!dats all for my hsemate fr muar,my hmtown 1 no need 2 say more ba...cuz noe since 2ndary skul...hmm...after mention all of d best frenz i noe since cum 2 melaka,rili make me feel more upset...

Hmm...i tink i gonna keep my properties d lor...cuz tmr(27th May)i'm gotta move 2 my new study environment d...here...i wanna say sry for those i've been offenced n thx for those who 4give me..thx 2those who help me,accompany me when i'm alone n many many more...thats all for melaka,but nt for our friendship....